Heartilation
I wanna break apart my heart
Glue the pieces to my car
Crash it into a wall
I don't want to feel at all
I want to break apart my heart
Douse it in gasoline
So the fire burns clean
Flick a cigarette like that movie Con Air
Doused in gasoline
And if you think you are better than me
You're right
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
I want to pick up the pieces
And plant them in the ground
When a tree grows there
I want to chop that tree down
Build it into a boat
And float it in a lake
And with dynamite
I will explode that thing
That makes me make mistakes
And if you think you are better than me
You're right
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
Sometimes I get lonesome
I can't breathe
Sometimes I get so scared
That I can't speak
Sometimes I get so worried
I can't hear my heart beat
Anyway, anyway
I wanna tear out my heart
And give it away
To a person more deserving one day
And if all I see
Is the worst in everything
That's all I'm gonna get
That's all I'm gonna get
That's all I'm gonna get
And if you think you are better than me
You're right
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
There's no one to love
There's no one to trust
In my life
Self esteem
This place is taking all my self-esteem
And everybody is afraid of me
And I can't make eye contact with anyone I see
This place is taking all my self-esteem
And everybody is afraid of me
And I'm afraid to go out in the streets
Reminders of my failures everywhere that I will be
Everybody is afraid of me
And people freak me out
People make me scared
People make me so damn self-aware
I get bronchitis twice a year at least
My lungs aren't the way that they should be
And I smoke more than a motherfucking chimney
I declare war on my body
And I'm a liar and I am a thief
Taking things from those better than me
Pathetic little man with some pathetic little dream
I hope you all can forgive me
Love in the time of hpv
You will cough up crows that peck my eyes
And I will do nothing but go blind
But my heart
It has eyes
And my love
It has sight
Even though it may be
A little cloudy
And you will break my back for all the burdens I lay upon it
But I will never blame you for those bees inside this bonnet
And my lungs will grow cancers
And my back it will grow achy
I will buy us an acre
Of some land in the city
We could live there together
Or I'll live alone less happy
But I'll live
Unfortunately
Evil
No one will know how evil I really am
No one will know how evil I really am
Cause I like to wear disguises
And I like to disguise my plans
No one will know how evil I really am
And no one will know truly how I feel
And no one will know how I truly feel
Cause I can no longer differentiate
Between what is fake and what is real
I don't know how I feel
I was born in a hospital
My first two days were spent in the care of nuns
But my mother found it in her
To go ahead and take me back
And I love her
And I will always appreciate bad days like this
Because they grant me a point of reference in regards to my happiness
And although I feel cold and empty one day
I hope I can feel warm and full
Stand with honor, and comfort, and dignity
You don't deserve yourself
I will take your teeth
But I'll hold out for a while
If you please
I'll make you fall asleep
Even if you're not tired
You don't deserve yourself
And I will make you bleed
From your mouth and your nose
And your eyes
Your blood will taste so sweet
You don't deserve yourself
You don't deserve yourself
And I have seen
The darkest heart of humanity
And I truly believe
That we are capable of good as well
You don't deserve yourself
You don't deserve yourself
You don't deserve yourself
And you need to love yourself
You need to love yourself
You need to love yourself
Olde
tyme
I've had a bad day
I am ashamed
And I'm afraid
And I am drained
Of what was named
Self-respect
If the bridge that I was driving over
Collapsed while I was driving over it
That may not be such a bad thing
I would finally meet my maker
I could meet the great creator
And I'd punch him for teaching me how to sing
And my body would be at the bottom
Of a lake in West Virginia
Instead of the bottom of this bottle that I drink
I don't have a drinking problem
Don't have a drinking solution
I don't think I ever learned to think
And no one knows
What it's like to be
Anybody but themselves
No one
No one
No one else
We didn't come here to rock
We didn't come here to rock
We only came to disappoint you
Cause deep down in your cunt
That's exactly what you wanted us to do
You wanted us to lead you on
You wanted us to bum you out
So you could build us up
And you could knock us down
If that's what gets your dick hard
Telling people they're bad at making art
You wanted to feel cheated
I guess we gave you what you needed
So you're welcome
Don't worry about it
Just stay on the couch
Judge whatever people do
Don't do anything for yourself
I'd hate to see it happen to you
If that's what gets your dick hard
Telling people they're bad at making art
Feeling just like you're the one in charge
Pissing on my most pathetic parts
Truckers are the blood
Don't know if I believe in god
But sometimes I pray
Because the way I was raised
Keeps me afraid
A scientist that has to have his way
I subsist of a steady diet of shame
I hope I can forgive me
For having the nerve to exist
I hope someone can help me
Make some sense of this
I work a ten hour grave
From nine to seven
And I can't fall asleep
Until eleven past eleven
There's no drug that I can take
That will keep me from being awake
Past my, past my bedtime
Truckers are the blood in the veins of the body of America
States are the arms and the legs and the brains and the eyes
There's a disease spreading from organ to organ
And you are the white blood cell that fixes the problem
You don't know your own power
You don't know what you're worth
You don't recognize your valor
And until you do, nothing you do will matter
Love will fuck us apart
You and me
Go together like carrots and peas
We should be a happy family
Or a traveling travesty, at least
And love
Will fuck us up
Love will fuck us up
Breath in deep
Breath as deeply as you can breath
Breath deep til you're drunk will glee
Breath deep til you're drunk with glee
And love
Will fuck us up
Love will fuck us up
Sense, sensibility
Earnesty and clarity
those wonderful mentalities
of decent positivity
are all that we can scribe
but misery and poverty
they follow me and my family
and though it seems that i can't win
i think i have to try
everyone's afraid of me
they'll never see that we all leave
the same damn blood each night
so you'll go your way
and i'll go mine
i hope we meet later on down the line
sense and sensibility
and peaceful productivity
a pretty girl with broken wings
is all that i desire
but there's so much hostility
in all the things surrounding me
the awful blow of ethnity
is trying to stop me shine
so i try to look inwardly
at all the things inside of me
but sodomy and buggery keep bubbling to the top
so you'll go forward
and i'll go back
i hope we catch up with each other on the track
and i've been thinking awkwardly
about the things that are holy
like Jesus, Joseph, and Mary
and Mary Magdalene
and even theoretically
i don't think i could ever see
the perfect human being
Jesus lived without sin
so you'll go upward
and i'll go down
you'll go upward
and i'll go down
you'll go upward
and i'll go down
i'll see you in hell when we die
Who are you
Who are you?
And where did you go?
And where are you from?
And what do you know?
You're in my blood
And you're in my hair
You're in my heart
And you're in the air
I met you once over the phone
You sounded sad and you seemed alone
You left me but I never left you
I never had the chance to
Music was the one thing
We would have had in common
You were my age when I was born
Would I have done what you did?
Would I do what you have done?
I like to think I'm a bigger man than that
You had some problems with alcohol
You took 12 steps and you solved them all
It took 16 years for you to call
What gave you the braves to pick up at all?
You played the trumpet and the drums
While my mom sang at funerals
I play guitar til my hands are numb
You two are where music comes from, for me
So thank you so much for not raising me
You spent your life on better things
And you would have been an awful dad
Thank you though for those genes you had
White face, black eyes
They had a white face
They had black eyes
They had burns all over their bodies
They had love for my revulsion
And they kissed away my repulsion
They had a white face
And black eyes
The father came
From across the sea
To rescue, rescue
To rescue me
He said "If you spend all your heart
On something that has died
You are not alive
and that can't be your life"
Love what you can
Love what you can
Til it dies
Then let it lie
Let it fly
Away
Love what you can
Love what you can
Til it dies
Then let it lie
Let it fly
Away
He had a white face
He had black eyes
He had burn all over his body
And he was right
Andrew Jackson Jihad
ray: очень люблю и уважаю группу. кстати, не знал, что они свалили с план ит икс. это странно как-то:dontknow:
ldman:
