дионис
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- мужской
- Messages
- 21
- Joined
- Apr 20, 2010
- Reaction score
- 108
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Австралийский грустный, медленный мелодик хардкор в духе Verse, Killing The Dream, LLT
выпустили три демки. сейчас работают над записью альбома
Demo 2009
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Demo 2010
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Silence
Its almost over now. I'll drink this bottle dry because for tonight I just dont want to try. for tonight if only for tonight I just dont want to be me. I wish I could explain my problems but I'll keep them to myself. I'm losing against the thoughts? Am I a killer for letting me kill myself? There are no lights on this road to guide me. So where else can I turn? It bothers me to know im one of few who think like this has the whole world turned it back on me like the many heroes before. I'm done for tonight. I feel dead inside. As I spit these words through this mic like knives. I scream. I bleed. I cry. I die inside. And it kills me to try and sing these songs to you. But if it wasnt to you there would no one else. I'm in this alone. I'm sick of writing songs and you are sick of hearing them. Give me a reason to stop instead of a million reasons to keep it up. Sweat and tears hit the floor. Just a place that feels so familiar. So I'll drink until I forget the world gave up on the days when I needed a reason to look up. Right now I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate it all.
Wisdom
A wise old man once said to me "You have to live your life with honesty, what do we have left if we dont believe in everything we gave everything to keep."
When all our morals went down the drain he trusted our judgement and hoped we did not. Throw it away. To the man who cared when we didnt care. The the man who loved when we didnt love back. To the man who saved us from this living hell. Keep your head up and smile cause we will always be here for you. When we had nothing left. You gave us everything. I've been to hell and back and i'll always call this my home. These stars shine so bright tonight. These city lights look out for us like you have always done before they lead us home on those darkest of night.
Alone
Nothing I do will ever make you proud of me. And I can never be, me around a family. That has no faith in the life I lead. No peace, No privacy. This house is far from a home. Trust is earn't not given. And you are far from earning it from me. I'm sorry, I could not be the son you always dreamed. I want to know if the city I live in. Feels as lonely as I do, when I'm alone at night. Sometimes I feel when I close my eyes are relax. I feel like I can happily die there. Leave all of this this behind forget about my life
Restless
Staring at the ceiling I can't go to sleep again. The stress of everything is stopping me from getting rest. You ask me why I do on nights like this. This emotion is overwhelming me. The weight of this is weakening. My short staggered breath and heavy chest has been stopping me from running. But could you ever run far enough, to get away just for a second to feel at home. Instead im left here to feel alone. I'm sick of hoping for better days.
Mess
Would you ever kill for love? A love so strong you wouldn't understand. I'm not ready. I'm never fucking ready. The end is now. I'm a mess. I fucked up. I fucking ruined us. I got scared was it real? Plastic people in plastic love in a plastic world full of plastic fucks. But what would I know. I would give everything to feel that pain and do it all again. What would you give kid? he said. I would give the world lets meet again. Would you ever kill for love? I would fucking die for love. I rot my mind with thoughts of winning you back.
Demo 010
giving up
This feeling of anguish in my head and heart is leading me to feel like giving up. This lack of desire to change is taking over everything and turning it into rage. This failure of a human being is tangible to anyone who has walked past me. Insecurities and low self esteem always seem to get the best of me. I've got no where to go from here. I hate the person I have become. I've got no where to go from here. I hate the person that I am today.
Nothing
Disappointment is the only word I can gather to express how I was feeling when I woke up this morning. The fact that the cord on my earphones didnt strangle me in my sleep. The painkillers I took the night before didnt poison me. The excessive amounts of alcohol didnt eternally put me to sleep. This sorry excuse for a life I call my own. Has left me with nothing but painful hate for this world that I live in. But the thought that I would end all of this for her. Weather she knows it or not. Is it unfair to be a part of this. When all I want is to see her smile. I've given up all hope of ever finding. That love I have been longing for so long. The things I would do for love. The things I would give for love. A word that is slowly losing meaning to me.
Its almost over now. I'll drink this bottle dry because for tonight I just dont want to try. for tonight if only for tonight I just dont want to be me. I wish I could explain my problems but I'll keep them to myself. I'm losing against the thoughts? Am I a killer for letting me kill myself? There are no lights on this road to guide me. So where else can I turn? It bothers me to know im one of few who think like this has the whole world turned it back on me like the many heroes before. I'm done for tonight. I feel dead inside. As I spit these words through this mic like knives. I scream. I bleed. I cry. I die inside. And it kills me to try and sing these songs to you. But if it wasnt to you there would no one else. I'm in this alone. I'm sick of writing songs and you are sick of hearing them. Give me a reason to stop instead of a million reasons to keep it up. Sweat and tears hit the floor. Just a place that feels so familiar. So I'll drink until I forget the world gave up on the days when I needed a reason to look up. Right now I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate it all.
Wisdom
A wise old man once said to me "You have to live your life with honesty, what do we have left if we dont believe in everything we gave everything to keep."
When all our morals went down the drain he trusted our judgement and hoped we did not. Throw it away. To the man who cared when we didnt care. The the man who loved when we didnt love back. To the man who saved us from this living hell. Keep your head up and smile cause we will always be here for you. When we had nothing left. You gave us everything. I've been to hell and back and i'll always call this my home. These stars shine so bright tonight. These city lights look out for us like you have always done before they lead us home on those darkest of night.
Alone
Nothing I do will ever make you proud of me. And I can never be, me around a family. That has no faith in the life I lead. No peace, No privacy. This house is far from a home. Trust is earn't not given. And you are far from earning it from me. I'm sorry, I could not be the son you always dreamed. I want to know if the city I live in. Feels as lonely as I do, when I'm alone at night. Sometimes I feel when I close my eyes are relax. I feel like I can happily die there. Leave all of this this behind forget about my life
Restless
Staring at the ceiling I can't go to sleep again. The stress of everything is stopping me from getting rest. You ask me why I do on nights like this. This emotion is overwhelming me. The weight of this is weakening. My short staggered breath and heavy chest has been stopping me from running. But could you ever run far enough, to get away just for a second to feel at home. Instead im left here to feel alone. I'm sick of hoping for better days.
Mess
Would you ever kill for love? A love so strong you wouldn't understand. I'm not ready. I'm never fucking ready. The end is now. I'm a mess. I fucked up. I fucking ruined us. I got scared was it real? Plastic people in plastic love in a plastic world full of plastic fucks. But what would I know. I would give everything to feel that pain and do it all again. What would you give kid? he said. I would give the world lets meet again. Would you ever kill for love? I would fucking die for love. I rot my mind with thoughts of winning you back.
Demo 010
giving up
This feeling of anguish in my head and heart is leading me to feel like giving up. This lack of desire to change is taking over everything and turning it into rage. This failure of a human being is tangible to anyone who has walked past me. Insecurities and low self esteem always seem to get the best of me. I've got no where to go from here. I hate the person I have become. I've got no where to go from here. I hate the person that I am today.
Nothing
Disappointment is the only word I can gather to express how I was feeling when I woke up this morning. The fact that the cord on my earphones didnt strangle me in my sleep. The painkillers I took the night before didnt poison me. The excessive amounts of alcohol didnt eternally put me to sleep. This sorry excuse for a life I call my own. Has left me with nothing but painful hate for this world that I live in. But the thought that I would end all of this for her. Weather she knows it or not. Is it unfair to be a part of this. When all I want is to see her smile. I've given up all hope of ever finding. That love I have been longing for so long. The things I would do for love. The things I would give for love. A word that is slowly losing meaning to me.
- Description
- melodic hardcore, Australia
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